Drifting thoughts of a snowflake

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Suspension

Thunder says it’s been too long since I’ve written anything here. I have my excuses, just like he has his.

There’s nothing really fun going through my head right now, so I’ve saved you the bother of reading about it. If for some reason the thing that gets you all tingly inside is year-end reports and audits, let me know. I’ll pray for you.

Other than that my days are spent working, getting a little bit of running in, and planning out the remodeling of my kitchen. I’m very excited about the new house and am often up thinking about it at 5 in the morning. Weeee! After that there’s Spanish classes every Saturday morning for 3 hours of frustration. I didn’t think I was getting enough hair pulling in, so I took this class instead. Remind me to tell BB that I like it rough. Maybe that would help. Last Saturday I spent 3 hours with the Spanish group at the flea market annoying anyone who looked the least bit Mexican. It was the first time since I lived with my Dad that I heard people say, “Look! I think that might be one” in public. Odd.

That’s about it. I’ve hit one of those rough patches emotionally where I’m wondering why I ended it with the X hubby. We still talk all the time. I still miss him. He still treated me better than anyone else I’ve ever met. I miss the days of knowing he would be there when I got home. I miss talking about music with him and having celebratory corn dogs. I miss talking about when we get old.

The 14th would have been our 9th year anniversary. I guess a little ho-hum is to be expected. In a week I’ll remember how his neediness drove me insane.

I hope you all are doing great. I’m still here. I’m just taking it a little slow right now

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6 Comments:

Blogger Nan said...

I still think about my ex hubby too and we've been divorced for 4 years and I'm wiht Oil Man now. It's always sad and hard when a marriage ends. The history never dies though.

3:15 PM

 
Blogger MzOuiser said...

I'm glad to hear you're alive and kicking! I think a marriage takes a really long time to end, and it happens long after the divorce is signed. I think your feelings are natural.

So... write more about the new house!

5:41 PM

 
Blogger DrinkJack said...

The questioning of a past decision is completely normal on both sides of the fence. Focus on making you happy. Take care.

10:21 PM

 
Blogger Lost in Translation said...

i had forgotten it was a valentines day union.... i'm not the one to offer healthy advice, so i won't. i will suggest that a "feel good memory" is the next best thing & can never be taken away. & remember, you said it: "He still treated me better than anyone else I’ve ever met".... but you forgot the ending.... "-YET!!!" be well mandy.

5:03 PM

 
Blogger Dirty Dan Sin said...

the last time I started feeling that way about the ex, she called the next day with all sorts of ideas about how i should spend the vacation time that i won't even be able to take. oh yeah...the ability to make decisions for myself, by myself...that's a big one.

11:24 PM

 
Blogger Dirty Dan Sin said...

Comment Update:

you can do that right? anyways, how does this sound for the little-vacation-that-could? go to austin for a kustom kar kulture weekend. it just sounds right. why do i have that dream-i-got-no-pants feeling all of a sudden? anyway, i'd fly to austin just for a jesse dayton show...not to mention the blasters!

i think i might be looking for a ride to breakfast at the hula hut on april fools day, which happens to be my fake-iversary! check out all of the exclamation marks in this comment update. looks like good times to me already...

10:30 PM

 

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